Getting Toys

Tags: #cw:noncon #dom:f #sub:f #near_future_setting #tech_control #body_control #orgasm_control #conditioning

Summary:

Convinced and accompanied by her friend, Emily is finally going to buy some sex toys. But another customer has some ideas about which toys she should get.

Disclaimers:

All the people involved in this story are explicitly adult - the characters are 18, 19, 25, and 26 years old respectively.

"Here we are!" says Julie cheerily as she pushes the door open. "Time to get you some girl things!"

I follow her in, making myself as tiny as I can.

I'm grateful that Julie's willing to go here with me. Without her, I wouldn't have been bold enough. I'd have waited months, maybe years, before getting things that, according to her, will really change my life.

I would be even more grateful if she didn't make such a scene of it, though.

Although, quickly glancing around, she's not actually drawing that much attention. The shop isn't empty, but everybody seems to be minding their own business, browsing the aisles alone or in pairs.

I kind of feel like the one out of place. I keep feeling hesitant, and trying to not get noticed. A couple of customers glance towards me indulgently, shooting me an occasional understanding smile as they watch me follow along Julie.

I guess I'm not the only one who wasn't too comfortable at first, then.

The first thing Julie does is walk directly towards a counter, apparently intending to ask for advice.

"Erm... Julie?" I ask her, trying not to be too loud. "Can we just browse?"

"Hmm?" She asks, still walking. "You wanted something, Em?"

"Umm..." I try, a bit louder. "I just wanted to ask, could we just..."

"Just a sec." She cuts me as we get to the counter, and she turns towards one of the employees. "Hello hello! My friend's a brand new adult, and turns out she hasn't even used any toys yet. Could you give us some pointers about what to get her?"

I keep my eyes firmy down on the ground, feeling my cheeks turn bright red.

"Certainly!" the cashier sounds nice at least. "It's absolutely no issue, we all have to start somewhere after all. How about you two come with me, and I can walk you through what we have on display?"

I look up at the cashier, glancing at their badge - Natalie, with a red dot. Well, she's a pretty girl, with a purple uniform that really makes it clear that she's an employee here. And she is smiling at me reassuringly. I can feel in her gaze that she's used to this, and she seems ready to handle the worst of Julie if she needs to. Which is nice.

I nod. It's all I can do right now.

"Super!" She says. "Follow me, we'll start with the more conventional stuff."

Natalie walks around the counter, guiding us deeper into the store. As we walk, I quickly glance around, looking at the rows of various... Well I guess they're all toys, but I wouldn't know what half of them are doing. There's this row of little crystal things, with two people animatedly discussing in front of them. Apparently, they're trying to pick out the best 'preset' amongst all of them, but that's not helping me much.

"These are what we call roles for one of our newest product lines, the RoleTeaser." helpfully explains Natalie. She must have seen where I was looking. "It's a toy used to enhance roleplaying scenarios in the bedroom, and we propose new scenarios every week or so. It's best used between partners, but we can talk a bit more about it later if you're interested."

"Oh, um. Thanks." I say, not knowing what to think of it yet. "I was just curious."

"Of course." She says indulgently as we walk a bit more.

She quicky brings us to an aisle where more toys are displayed. There's a few customers here and there, but it's still all pretty calm.

"So, here are our classic product lines." she starts, gesturing at the rows of realistic-looking penii and artifical holes. "Available for all types of genitals, and with of course special versions for every possible sensation. A lot of people would say that you can't beat the classics, and I'd disagree, but you have to admit that they make you feel very good!"

Julie chuckles at that. "Yup, had some good times with my rabbit myself. How about we get one for you, Emily? Would that be a good idea?"

I think she's talking more to Natalie than to me, and it seems like we're in agreement as Natalie takes over answering in my stead.

"Well, a rabbit can be pretty intense, but it can also be a very versatile toy for beginners." She says, taking one of the boxes. The picture shows a purple part similar to other boxes, but it also has a kind of fork-shaped thing on one side. "Our most popular model is even made for this. The clitoral part can be detached from the vaginal one, and it has been specially designed so you can use either one on its own. When you're starting out, using only the 'rabbit' end is usually more than enough, even with the lowest vibration. And then, once you get used to it and want to try something more intense, you can recombine it into a single toy to really send you on cloud nine."

Julie glances at the price tag, and nods appreciatively. "Wow. Pretty affordable, too. I think we should get you one of these, Em."

They might be waiting for an answer, but I don't know if I can give one. After that speech, I don't think I can blush anymore than I'm doing right now.

"Let's pick one of them up for now." says Natalie helpfully, handing me the box. "We can see later if other things catch your eye. Especially as we move on to the next section."

I take it off her hands, a bit embarassed by the picture of the toy. But well, I'm probably going to buy it anyways, right? And other people here are carrying stuuff like that. So it's not weird?

If I keep saying to myself that it's not weird, it'll work eventually.

Natalie gestures at us to follow her some more, breaking my inner turmoil, and we move to another part of the store.

I place the box below my arm as we move, making sure that the part with the picture is against my side and not very visible from afar.

As we arrive at our next stop, I notice that the lineups in the aisle change completely. Instead of things that look like other people's genitals with the occasional extra feature, the toys start looking more like smartglasses without a lens.

"Just as classic as vibrators and fleshlights, here are our Nisda lineups." explains the cashier. "There's different models, of course. You have the classic full and out ones, and then all the ones localized to genitals, chests, and even for more specific body parts like ears, neck, hands or feet."

"Huh." Julie seems a bit surprised. "I always thought that they'd end up merging them all in some sort of super-Nisda."

"People always have a favourite feeling." Natalie says nonchalantly. "We have some models that can switch between several presets and cover most of the ones you'd want, but honestly they're very expensive for what they do. Especially since most people end up settling on only one preset. I'd recommend a high-quality Nisda that only targets a specific body part over any of the generic ones."

Julie nods. "Makes sense."

"So," Natalie turns towards me. "What kind of Nisda are you looking for, Emily?"

"Ah, um..." I hesitate. "I'm not sure? Is there a, like." My voice drops a bit. "Normal one?"

"Ah, yes, sorry." Natalie smiles reassuringly. "Hmm. It's probably best to start with the ones we call 'full body' and 'out-of-body'. Here."

Again, she picks up a couple of small boxes from the shelf. The glass frame halves - Nisda - themselves look exactly the same, but the labels are clearly different in colors and shapes.

"So." Continues Natalie, handing me the first box which I take. "The full, well, full body Nisda will emulate a feeling everywhere at once on a very physical level. I guess I'd describe it as..." She pauses. "A pleasurable push and rub that you feel all over your skin?"

"Like a very sensual full-body massage, all at once." interjects Julie.

"That's a good description." Natalie nods. "Either way, it feels very, very nice."

She hands me the other box, pointing out some writing on its front. I take it as well, feeling a bit awkward with the third box below my arm.

"The out-of-body version works completely differently." she explains. "It basically creates a feeling of pure pleasure, but without trying to add a physical sensation. It can feel less overwhelming and more enjoyable than a full Nisda if you're not as comfortable with touches on your body. You definitely want to start on a low setting and work your way up to get used to that feeling, though."

"Well, you also want to start on low with the full body one." adds Julie. "I remember my first time, I started it on medium thinking I could handle it. It basically made me cum on the spot, and then it just kept going and going. Thankfully, my girlfriend was there to turn it off before I completely ruined the sheets."

My cheeks are on fire. I'm not sure I wanted to know that...

"Glad it ended well." answers Natalie, her voice getting a tinge of a chiding tone. "And yes, it's important to read the instructions. These toys have automatic safety shutdowns, but they might still make you sore if misused."

"Well, it sure did do that." Julie chuckles, reminiscing. "So, Emily, which one do you want?"

"Umm. I guess the out of body?" I say, hesitating between the two packages. It seems like it's not the one Julie, um, uses, but I kind of think it's more for me.

"That seems like a great idea. But don't worry about that choice too much." Says Natalie reassuringly. "We have a thirty-day trial on Nisdas for first-time customers, so if it doesn't make you feel good, you can swap it with the other model."

"Great!" says Julie. "That'll give us an occasion to go out again. Downside being, if it's the one for her, I won't see her at all for the next week."

I blush again, and look back down. Natalie gently grabs the other package from my hand, and puts it back on the shelf.

"I think that's about what you need for really starting out." She says reassuringly. "We have a lot of other things we could talk about, of couse, but they're often for more involved play, more specific needs, and so on. It makes more sense to explore this once you know what you want a bit more. Does that seems good?"

I nod, looking up at her smile.

"Oh, speaking of which!" interjects Julie. "Since we're here, I wanted to ask about the Connect strap-ons. My girlfriend and I were thinking about trying that out, but I have no idea where to start."

"Well, I sure can help with that!" Says Natalie, still smiling as she turns towards Julie. "Follow me, they're over this way."

We both follow her a couple of aisles away. Natalie turns towards the half of it that is filled with strap-ons. There seems to be a couple of "normal-looking" ones, but there's a whole lot of other, different possible, um, sticky ends. Way more than I would have imagined.

"So, did you have anything specific in mind, or do you want an overview?" asks Natalie to Julie.

"I guess you can give me a tour, then I'll see if anything ticks."

"Sure." Natalie grabs one of the boxes in front of her. "So, the core of this lineup is about the synchronized double-heads. It's based on older designs that used to just mirror thrusts, but it adds a wireless option that can sync up with a Nisda feedback to help you feel what your partner is..."

I look briefly at the lineups, then turn around to look at the other shelves and take a few steps away from them. I feel like this conversation is going to be talking quite a bit about Julie and Rina's private life, and while I'm sure Julie wouldn't mind me listening in... Well it makes me a bit uncomfortable, so I'd rather not.

On the opposite shelf, there's basically two sides. The half that's far away from me seems to be about fetish stuff, like handcuffs and leather belts and balls with straps that, judging from the pictures, are placed in someone's mouth.

The other half is more about different collars, which, judging by the symbols, are either wireless or connected to something. I walk closer to look at a couple of descriptions on the boxes, and apparently they can give electric shocks for "punishment" or synchronize with a Nisda to "reward the wearer". Is there just a shelf filled with that kind of things?

Walking a bit further away to get a better look, it appears that no. The collars start avertising something called "physical overrides", and apparently they're used to provide "all the sensations of bondage" (?) "in a variety of positions". And looking at the pictures, showing a tied-up person but with the ropes made of light, I think I can figure out what it's about.

I glance back towards Julie and Natalie, who are apparently engaged in a discussion about two of the boxes. From their gesturing, I guess Natalie is explaining some difference or other between them. I look back towards the boxes in front of me, reading them some more.

At some point, I get to the end of the shelf, and turn the corner. Oh, it's an advertisement of sorts. The end part is filled with a "brand new lineup" called "Hidden Overrides". From the packaging, these are wristbands and armbands and normal-looking necklaces, and even one thing that you put around your thigh or something according to the picture. It kind of looks like a spy's holster but without the holster.

I grab the box for that spy thigh band one, and look at it a bit closer.

All the power of an override collar(TM) into an easily-concealed accessory. Announces the box proudly. Explore your kinks of discrete public play with your partner(s). And below, Spice up your everyday encounters with free play integration.

I turn the box around, hoping to see what all of these keywords are about.

The Hidden Overrides(TM) series is the first commercial application of the long-range...

"Excuse me." Says a voice next to me. "Can you help me test this? Or maybe you already have?"

I turn my head, ending up face-to-face with a person I don't know and didn't even hear approach. A red pin on her dress, so she's looking right at me, waiting for my answer. I guess she was asking me that question?

"Um, sorry, I don't work here." I say, hoping to clear the misunderstanding.

"Oh, I guessed that." Says the woman, smiling. "It's just that I saw you looking at this new series, and, well, I wonder if you're available to try it with me. I was thinking of getting one for my partner, but looking at these, I kind of doubt that the model will be as potent as the collars. It's a bit too far from the brain. But, well..." She sighs. "It's not like I can ask an employee about that, so I was hoping for an unbiased opinion."

"Uhh..." She talked so much, I'm not sure what to say.

"Nothing sexual, of course, if that's what you're worried about." She adds reassuringly. "Especially not here, in the middle of the store. It's just for a few simple commands like raising your arms and turning on mute, then you can tell me if it really feels like it should."

I glance past the end of the shelf and back at the alley, towards Julie and Natalie. They are both still engaged in their discussion. It seems pretty animated, and knowing Julie's usual talkiness, they're nowhere near done.

"Uh, sure. I guess I can help." I say, looking back at the woman. "Do I need to do something?"

She shrugs, pointing to my box. "For these models, you're allowed to take them out of the box to put them on. Just do that, and I'll sync with it."

I open the box, and take the black band of plasticky-feeling thing out. She takes her phone, and uses it to scan some code on a paper that was inside of the box as well.

"Oh, you might want to give me that." she points at all the boxes I'm holding - the newly opened one and the two closed ones. "You know, since I'm going to ask you to raise your arms up."

"Okay. Thanks." I say softly, handing them all to her. I still find it a bit embarassing to handle a box with a literal picture of a dildo on it. But if she isn't going to say anything about it, I'll try to pretend that it's normal too.

One she's taken it all, I bend down and just wrap the band around my leg, right below my shorts. It holds itself together with a Velcro band. I move my hands away to see how it looks.

Well, from there, I wouldn't say that it looks very fashionable. But it also doesn't look like much. I don't think people would really notice it, especially if they don't know what it does.

Hmm. I think that, if I put it a bit higher, I can even hide it under my shorts. I try to do that, and it actually does slide under them pretty much entirely, completely out of view.

Guess that that's why it doesn't need to be pretty. I check that it stays put, then straighten up to see the woman looking at me patiently.

"Ready?" She asks. I nod. I have no idea what she's going to...

"Raise your arms." She says, and I can feel my hands rise up and up until my arms are stretched all the way. I'm not stretching up further to my tiptoes, but I already feel as streched as if I did.

"Wow." I whisper.

Curious, I try to pull them down, but it feels like they're stuck up there. I can't even really tug them, it's more like my whole arms refuse to obey me. All I can do is vaguely wiggle my torso as my arms stay stuck in place.

"Can you try bringing your arms down, see how it feels?"

"I, uff." I try tugging on them again, but it still doesn't work. They're really just... Stuck. Up there. "I'm trying, but..."

"Oh, great." She cuts me. "It does work pretty much the same, then. Let's see, now..."

She presses something, and I stop trying to bring them down. I don't really know why, I just don't feel like doing it again. I look at her questionningly, hands in the air.

"Okay, try again?" She asks, looking back at me.

"I, um..." I tr... I can't even want to try to bring them down. It's weird. I kind of vaguely understand that it's the collar doing that, and that it's making me not want to bring them down, but even knowing that, I have no idea about how to bypass it. "It doesn't... It's like I can't even try to bring them down." I say. "Is that normal?"

"Hmm? Sure, it seems to work as intended." She says, seemingly finding my comment completely normal. "I just switched it from nervous override to mental override."

"Oh, okay." I say, arms still up without bringing them down. I don't want to alarm her or anything, especially if it's normal. "It's just... Surprising."

"Ah, sorry." She answers. "I'll remember to tell you what I'm doing from now on, so you don't get surprised by it again. You can bring your arms down, by the way."

And all of a sudden, I can bring them down, which I immediately do. It's weird, thinking back on it. The fact that she could just order me to do something, and I - or, well, maybe my mind - would do it. It's a pretty hot idea. Very hot, in fact.

I can kind of understand why it's sold a place like this.

"So, I'll test the mute function now." She says, bringing my attention back to her. "I'm expecting that one to not work at all, and I guess you'll tell me if it doesn't."

"Okay." I say as she starts typing something on her phone. "What will that..."

I stop talking. Like before, I just stop feeling like talking, even if my question from earlier - what the mute function is - is still in suspens. I still want the answer, though I'm starting to have a pretty good idea of it, but I just can't say anything right now. It just doesn't... I just can't.

I understand that this is the thighband again, doing that to me. I blink a few times, trying to ignore the way it makes me feel, especially while the woman watches me. Right now, I can't even ask her to release me, or ask anyone else for help. If she decides to give me another command, I couldn't even tell her no, or to stop, or...

"Well, it definitely works on you." She says after a bit. "I'll switch it to nervous now. Let's see how that fares."

I can feel the way it just switches in my head. One moment, I can't even imagine saying anything, and the next, I suddenly know I can.

I let the feeling float for a bit, thinking about how different this was now that I can think about talking again. It's weird, thinking I couldn't even do that earlier.

"Um, sorry, could you try saying something?" asks the woman with a small smile. "That's kind of the point of the test."

Okay, I open my mouth to say. But my mouth doesn't move. It's so weird, I just try to speak and...

I can't speak! I try to say again, eyes widening. I can feel my breathing quicken as I keep finding the situation more intense than before. This time, it really feels like I can't react, even if I try to. This is a sharp change from the abstract restriction from before. I get that it's just as limiting, and I find both of them equally hot, but this one feels way more visceral.

I breathe in, and breathe out. At least I can still do that, even if it doesn't help much with the way I feel inside.

"Okay, great." Says the woman, smiling even more. "It seems like it really works as intended, and judging by your readouts, you're doing more than fine yourself. Do you want to talk again, cutie?"

Umm... Cutie? I try to say, but again, it doesn't work. I'm not even sure if I want her to stop calling me that, or if I like it.

The fact that it just doesn't matter, that whatever I want, she's the one controlling whether I can protest or not, kind of makes it all better.

"Hmm. I can't hear you, cutie." She taunts me playfully, still smiling. "You'll have to speak up."

I, uh... I can't answer, she knows that, and the fact that she asks me things that I can't answer is all kind of arousing. I want to try again... Please let me speak? I try to ask, just as much to maybe let her know as to experience the fact that I can't protest.

Trying to say that, and not being able to, makes me feel so hot. Please, please let me speak. I try to beg, getting more and more into the role.

"Well, if you're not saying anything, I guess you're okay with it staying on." I don't know what her phone is showing, exactly, but the looks she shoots me feels like she knows how she's making me feel. "Oh, here, I think you should take your things back."

She hands me the two boxes from earlier, gesturing me to hold my hands out. I do, and manage to take them without blushing too much. She's just, asking me to carry my own toys with me, which is still kind of weird, but I just start putting them below my arm like before, in a way where people can't really see what...

"Oh, actually, wait a second." She says, and taps on her phone. "Leave your other hand alongside your body, cutie. I'll take care of this."

My hand that was about to take the box moves back alongside my side, and I can't move it again. It feels stuck. I completely forgot that she can do that, and it makes me feel so... Under control, to have her order me like that.

She tucks the two boxes below my arm, the 'rabbit' box and turned around so the picture is clearly visible.

Then, she takes the last box, the one that used to contain the thigh band thing I'm wearing, and cleanly closes it down. Once it looks just like new, she slides it under my arm as well to put it on top of the other two.

"Here. Better, isn't it?" She says with a knowing smile. "Now, do you want me to walk you to the counter, and make you pay for all these things? I'm sure we could just..."

"Oh! There you are." Says Julie from behind me. "I see you found someone to keep you company."

"Oh, hello!" Says the woman, immediately walking towards her while smiling. I turn around as well, and Julie and Natalie are right behind me. "Sorry for intruding, I saw your friend looking at these earlier, and she looked lonely. So, we talked a bit about what these can do, and I think I made her pretty interested, too." She adds, pointing at the closed, empty box she made me carry.

We did a bit more than talking, but I guess she doesn't want to say any of that. And she's not doing anything to release me either. Does she want to keep the fact that I'm controlled... Hidden? In plain sight? In front of Julie?

I look up shyly at Julie, but she doesn't seem to be noticing anything, really. She just has her usual kind-of-mocking smile that I'd hate on anyone if it wasn't her.

"Well, that's a surprise." She says playfully. "I couldn't get her to talk much even since we got here. Unless, by talking, you mean..."

She turns towards me. I shrug with an awkward little smile, my eyes dropping again. I can't do much more, but she doesn't even know that.

"Yes, she's quite shy, isn't she?" adds the woman. "It still was quite an entertaining few minutes, I tell you."

"Mhm." Says Julie, looking at me a bit more. "Everything all right, Emily?"

I'm... I start wanting to say, but it doesn't work.

I'm wondering how I can answer anything, when out of the corner of my eye, I see the woman tap on her phone quickly, shooting me a glance. Does that mean...

"I'm great." I answer quietly. I can talk again. That's what she just did with her phone, she unlocked my speech again.

It's nice to know that she's careful about this.

"Mhm." Says Julie. Did she notice? Was she even really paying attention? "Well, I'm done, so let's buy what you got so you can play with it back home." She shows me her own box. "I got my stuff too."

I nod, blushing again and looking down. It's, well, one of the boxes from earlier. A... was it a Connect strap-on? Whatever, I guess that she and Rina will do something with it, and that I'll not talk about it with either of them.

"Well, in this case, I'm going to get my own stuff." Says the woman. "Thanks a lot, Emily. That was fun."

I can see her tap a couple times on her phone, and I can move my arm again. I guess I'm completely free now?

The woman waves at me before moving towards the counters. I wave back.

"Well, if we're done, we can go scan all of this." says Natalie. She's been looking at me since earlier, but didn't say anything. I'm pretty sure that she knows what the woman and I did.

Natalie guides us back to her own counter, and I quickly put my boxes on it.

"So", says Natalie as she starts scanning my things. "Let's make you an O.K. account, Emily."

"What's an OK account?" I ask softly. I'm still not really comfortable with everything I'm buying, but Natalie is very helpful with making it feel normal.

"It's Overworld Kink, our platform, and you use it to control all of your connected devices from a single place." She explains. "You can use it with your partner by giving them access, or you can use it to control your own devices either manually, via timers, or via release mechanisms. It even works remotely for long-distance relationhips."

"Ah." I say, quietly. "Is it mandatory?"

"Well, you don't need it for your Nisda, but you can't use your override without it." She smiles, shaking her head a bit. "I'll just need your I.D. and your phone so I can link your account."

I take out my ID, and she scans it. Then, I hand her my unlocked phone, and she taps on it for a few seconds.

"And all done!" She says after the synchronization is done. "I'll leave the free play option locked for now, while you get familiar with all the options and possibilities."

I don't know what this is, and shoot her a questioning look.

"It's for playing with complete strangers who can take control of your devices without your input, based on your preferences. But I want you to be more familiar with yourself and what you want before enabling the option." She explains, her voice stern. "There's a whole questionaire to check if you understand everything about consent, what your limits are, and to set your starting parameters, so you'll need to drop by again if you want it enabled."

"Okay." I say softly. I guess she's right. It doesn't really sound like something I'd want to try anyways, at least... Not now. Just letting people randomly control me.

I guess that's what I just did, though? But it was different. The woman was nice. She isn't really a stranger, even if I didn't even get her name. I hope I meet her again, and that I can ask her.

"So." continues Natalie. "Let's see about connecting your override to your phone." She says, taking the box that contained my band. She opens it and sighs, but she doesn't seem that surprised that it's empty. She still takes a piece of paper out of it, and scans it first with my phone, then her computer.

She sighs again, and spends a few moments dealing with her computer. She then crumbles the piece of paper and throws it in the bin.

"Okay, it's now keyed to your account, and you can control it from your phone." She announces, then her tone gets a bit sterner. "Only to your account. You should never, ever allow other people to key your overrides to their own phones. As a rule of thumb, if it's going on your body, then it's going on your phone. You give access to other people via the share option in the application, and this will enable all of the play safeties. And, of course, you should only give access to people you trust." Her voice is still pretty stern, and she looks me right in the eyes as she says it all.

"Okay. I'll do this." I say again, looking down shyly. I'm pretty sure that's because I broke a rule earlier, by letting the woman use her own phone, and that's why Natalie is being so insistent. She didn't explicitly tell me that it was about that, though.

Natalie sighs, but says nothing more as she puts all of my purchases into a nondescript white paper bag. Her smile comes back a bit. "Don't worry too much about it. Just follow the instructions, okay? Anyways, you're all done."

She hands me the bag, which I take, and looks to my side. "Julie, you can go ahead." She says a bit louder.

"Okay, coming right up!" Julie replies cheerfully, looking up from her phone. She doesn't seem to really have noticed the lesson Natalie gave me, and moves to pay for her own box.

I take a few steps back as Natalie handles Julie's stuff, and find myself bumping into something soft.

I look to the side, and see a face. It's the woman from earlier, who's looking at me too.

"Ah, Emily." She says quietly. She's grinning. "Back for more already?"

"Umm. I'm not sure." I answer, not really certain if I want it or not. "Oh, what's your name?" I ask. I kind of wished I asked her that earlier, after all. So it's good that I can do that now.

"Wish." She says with a smile. "Weird name, I know, but I like it so it's mine. Do you want me to hold you in my arms?"

Her hands are already on my upper arms, but I can see how she could just go ahead and wrap them around me like this. I kind of want it. The way she's looking at me is also making me think at how she was controlling me, a few minutes ago, which was all kinds of nice.

"Umm..." I start to say.

"Hey, Emily! And, oh, hi again." I look in front of me, and Julie's turned towards us.

Natalie has made her way around the counter again. She's shooting me and Wish a look, but it doesn't seem to be anything special. I'll just remember to follow her rules from now on.

"Mhm? What's up?" I say. Somehow, it feels easier to speak with Wish next to me, holding me like that. It's comforting, like she's protecting me or something.

"Rina wants me to get her some Nisda extension that I don't really know about, and Natalie's going to help me choose the right one. Wanna come?"

I hesitate, but Wish squeezes my arm softly before I can decide what to say.

"Maybe you could leave her in my care?" she asks. "She was getting pretty bored earlier, so we can take a walk outside and have a bit more time to talk."

Julie looks at me for confirmation. Wish squeezes my arm again, and I nod.

"Sure. Makes sense." says Julie, nodding as well and turning around towards Natalie. "I'll text you when I'm done, Em. You girls have fun!"

"Thanks." says Wish as they both leave towards the rest of the store. I'm left there, held between her hands.

I watch Julie and Natalie walk off for a few seconds, before Wish's hand cups my chin and pushes it to the side, making me look back at her.

"So, can I walk you outside, cutie?" She smiles.

I nod shyly. She moves me softly, prodding me to turn towards the entrance of the store. It's not forceful, but I can feel her in charge already.

"Let's go, then." she says simply, starting to walk us away.

I walk alongside her for a few seconds, trying to get myself together enough. I kind of want to ask her something, about what she was saying before Julie interrupted her. "I, um." I start, a bit quietly. "About earlier."

"Oh, yeah. I saw that. The cashier re-linked your override to your account and deleted my access, right?" That's not what I wanted to ask, but... "That's fine, no worries. It's not really an issue to link it to someone else's account, but it's most often done between long-term partners. I kind of forgot about that part, honestly, mostly because I'm used to playing with mine."

She pushes the door open, pushing me softly, and I walk outside in front of her.

It only takes her a moment to go through the door as well and to put her hands back on my arms. She makes me move slightly to the side, clearing the way, and walks us a bit further under the lowering sun of the late afternoon.

"But don't worry, we can still play quite a bit like that." She says, a smile in her voice. "You're still wearing it, cutie. Aren't you?"

I nod, looking down. I can still feel the band wrapped around my thigh, right below my shorts. It makes me feel naughty.

"Good." She says simply, squeezing my arms a bit more. "We can go in your car for a bit, take some time to set everything up and move as slow as you want."

"Uh." I start, looking back at her with a slight blush at her proposition. "I don't, um... We drove here with Julie's car..."

"Ah, it's fine." Wish interrupts me, starting to walk us in a specific direction. "Mine is not far either, so no need to bother your friend. It's only for a few minutes anyways, so I don't mind."

I let her guide me as we approach a part of the parking lot. Wish quickly stops us in front of one of the many nondescript cars, and she takes out her keys to make it blink open.

"Come on in, take a seat." She says, guiding me towards the passenger side and opening the door. "I'll be just a sec."

She starts moving me towards the inside, and lets my arms go as I slide in. I sit down, not really comfortable entering a new car. I place my bag in front of me, then make myself a bit small, trying not to mess anything up.

But Wish smiles at me, and closes the door. I can see her through the windshield as she walks towards the driver seat. She quickly opens her door, poking her head in.

"Come on, make yourself at home!" She says happily as she sees my hesitation. She slides in herself, closing her own door after her. "Sorry I can't offer you coffee, but the onboard computer doesn't make that yet."

I smile weakly at her joke, but I'm not really comfortable yet. We're both in her car, and I don't want to make a bad impression.

She takes out her phone, and holds her other hand out towards me. "So, we don't have to play right now, but if you want, I can start syncing our apps. What did you think about what we did last time?"

I hesitantly take out my phone, unlock it, and place it in her hand. "It was, um. Good." I say. I'm not sure if I can really go into how that really felt to me, not yet at least. I'm not even sure if I know.

"Good?" She says playfully as she starts tapping on both our devices at once. "If these were the readouts of what you call 'good', then I can't wait to see what 'amazing' feels like to you."

"Umm..." I start. "I, um. What are the read-"

"One sec." She cuts me, putting her own phone down and only keeping mine. "Your account isn't all set up yet. Hmm. I guess I can just use your phone. It's just for a few minutes anyways."

She turns back towards me, smiling. "Ready?"

"Um, what do you-"

I stop talking. It takes me a moment to figure out what happens exactly, because I still kind of want to ask the question about what she means. Then, I understand that she enabled the mute option from earlier.

Once again, I'm unable to think about talking.

"I remember you really liking this earlier." Says Wish playfully. "Does it feel just as good to you when nobody but me can see you?"

I blink a few times, processing her words. Earlier, it was kind of hot not being able to say no to whatever she asks, or to ask her to stop. And right now, well, it's just as hot. I kind of know what's happening to me better, but it doesn't really diminish it. I start squirming a bit in my seat.

If anything, this feels a bit more thrilling than before. Earlier, there was the idea of me being stuck in public, with nobody aware of me being controlled. Now, I know for sure that nobody is aware, except Wish. She doesn't even have to hide it. She just has me in the palm of her hand.

Literally.

"Mhm. I can see that you do." she says with a satisfied smirk. I can see in her eyes that she's enjoying this too. "I wonder, can we make it even more arousing for you? Maybe if I do that..."

She taps something, then leans towards me.

"Emily, your arms and legs are now stuck to the seat."

I feel my arms moving, pressing themselves against the armrests, and I'm not even thinking about it. I kind of feel like I can move them, but each time I start actually wanting to, the thought just leaves me.

Instead, I find myself staying seated like this in Wish's car, not speaking and not moving. And each time I want to think about moving my arms up, or my legs away, or asking a question, I just don't. I know that it's not normal, I know that the thing on my thigh is blocking me from doing this, but I can't fight it. I can't even really squirm like this. All I can do is vaguely move my head and eyes. And even then, not that much.

"Very nice." Says Wish, glancing at my phone again. "I just love how this makes you feel, cutie. Does it feel good, being completely under my control? Unable to even think about talking or stepping out of the car?"

I half-squirm even more, feeling some kind of tension building up inside of me. It's so thrilling, being stuck like this, being entirely reliant on Wish's whims. Not being able to move or speak at all, not even being able to try, entire parts of my mind following her commands instead of mine.

"Let's see..." Says Wish, a mischevious smile growing on her face. "Maybe I can-"

My phone vibrates a couple time in her hand, cutting her off.

"Oh." She says, looking down. "You got a text from someone named Julie. I guess it's your friend from earlier, because she's telling you she's done buying things."

I look back towards Wish, a bit taken out of the moment by how normal that sounds. I'm a bit disappointed. Even alone, we didn't really get further than we did earlier.

"Hmm. I kind of want to keep going, though. Do you wish we could keep going too, cutie?" She asks with a knowing smile. "You can just move your head to reply."

I hesitate, and nod my head a couple of times. I really would like to, but Julie...

"Okay, let me find a reply. Let's see how you two talked before..." She starts scrolling a bit, probably reading my messages. "Mhm. Mhm. Okay. How about: The girl I met, Wish, told me she can drive me home too. Is that okay? End message. It's funny how you're always asking for permission, cutie, but that kind of sounds like you. Right?"

I half nod, and she quickly types on my phone. A few moments later, there's another couple of vibrations.

"She's telling you to go ahead, to invite me in for a coffee, and to tell her how the evening goes." Wish says before chuckling. "That's a pretty good move, isn't it? What do you think? Do you want to offer me a coffee at your place? Maybe hope I'll stay a bit longer too?"

She raises an eyebrow, smiling, and I look down. My cheeks are on fire all over again. Even now, Julie manages to embarrass me.

I don't really reply, though, not that I can. And Wish knows that I can't.

"Well, I'll take your answer as a yes." I can still hear her smile. She's making fun of how embarassed I am. "Do you usually leave her on read after that kind of answer?"

I hesitate, and nod.

"Good." She says, and her smile turns mischevious once again. "Looks like we have the whole evening to know each other better, then. But you know, cutie. I think you can still communicate quite a bit too much, right now."

She taps my phone a few times, and...

"Move your head against the support, and keep it looking towards me. Once you're done, it'll be stuck there."

My head moves on its own, and soon enough it feels just as settled as the rest of me. I really can't move, now. The only thing I can really do is blink.

Wish reaches somewhere in front of me, her hand stroking against my leg as it makes its way down. It sends a tingle against me. She told me earlier that it wouldn't be sexual, and I hope it'll stay that way, but even so, having her touch me like this...

"Let's see," she says, "I'm pretty sure that you had... Ah, there."

She brings out a box that I can barely see from the corner of my vision. I can hear her opening it, then her finger tapping something for a few moments.

"Here we go, all set up. Let me just put it on you..."

She bends towards me again, her face and hands ending up right in front of me, I look right at her, excited at how powerless I am, and with a tinge of curiosity in my eyes.

She's bringing the small shape of a Nisda near my temple. Stuck like I am, I really can't do anything to stop her. I'm not sure I really want to.

It takes her a second to put it on me, and a moment more to stroke my hair, smoothing it just right. Her fingers feel nice, but I'm more wondering about what she plans on doing. Does she want to turn it on? While I'm stuck like this?

I don't really see what else she's planning to do.

"So, cutie. Do you know what edging is? Maybe you tried it already?"

She looks at me, then glances down. I guess at my phone. I'm a bit aroused by what she's doing to me, but I'm not sure what she means...

"Well, let's just say that I love keeping cuties like you right on the edge." She says, looking up at me again. "I just love the look in their eyes when they're brought so, so close to cumming, struggling to go further, but they still can't protest as it just all stops again. So delicious."

I blink at her dreamy smile, the only thing left for me to do. Is that what she plans to do to me? Use the Nisda this way?

Can she even do that?

There's a soft tap, and I can feel something rise up inside of me. I blink my eyes a couple of times, trying to clear up the new feeling that feels so close to what I was feeling before, but also so different.

The feeling doesn't go away, though, no matter how hard I blink. It just keeps feeling good, some kind of inner warmth that comes from everywhere at once, a very abstract notion of comfort and haziness that fills my mind. I start breathing a bit faster, even as I feel some kind of pressure grows with it.

"Don't worry." says Wish with a grin. "I set your Nisda on very low for now. You'll have time to get used to it as you feel yourself get really, really close."

I blink a bit more. The feeling is still growing, and it... I'm pretty sure it's the Nisda causing this, this must be the weird feeling that Natalie was talking about earlier. The pressure is feeling so good, and I'm starting to feel a bit pent up, like I'd like to slip my hands between my legs and rub myself, but there's Wish right there and I don't want to move my hands anyways and I remember that she told me to leave my arms against the seat and that's why I don't feel like moving them even now she's still controlling me...

"Mmm. Look at that line just go." She says, bringing my phone up in front of me. I already can't focus well on it, but there's a kind of pink line on a dark purple background and there's small spikes on it but it's rising up very fast towards a big straight red line above. "You feel it, right? The rise up, and the spikes, and the pleasure just growing."

I, it's weird, because I don't want to moan but I keep feeling I should, it's just so much pleasure right now, I'm feeling better than I ever did. I can feel the warmth and feeling growing, up and up, and it just fills me to the core. It feels so much better than masturbating, it's like the moment right before I cum but ten times better already, and I know that I'm not quite done yet but soon, oh, so soon, it's going to just...

I blink. The feeling is fading. I breathe a bit more, trying to refocus on it, even as it leaves me. I was so close, why did it...

"And then, when it reaches the red, poof." Explains Wish. The pink line is dropping, now. I don't know why, probably because of what she just did to me, but her smile looks downright evil. "It all goes away, and your own line is going to drop down, and down again."

She's right, I can feel myself kind of calming down already. I'm nowhere as aroused as I was a moment ago. I can't do anything but cool down anyways, even as I can feel my nipples pushing against my clothes and my clit staying almost painfully hard. It's so, so... Frustrating, being stuck like that, and not being able to just put my hands there and...

The feeling is starting up again, and I blink.

"And then, it comes back up. Don't worry, cutie." Says Wish as she drops my phone back down where I can't see. "This setting is not going to get boring, for either of us."

She reaches towards my cheek, and rubs it a bit. I can already feel the arousal growing again, the hotness coming back with a passion, and I'm starting to hope that it's not going to do exactly what happened before. I don't know if I'm ready to c-cum in front of Wish, but it's already getting so, so frustrating.

Her hand leaves my face, and she reaches behind me, her face coming close to mine. She takes something, and pulls it back towards me with the sound of a spinning spool. It's followed by a click.

From the feeling on my chest and thighs, she just buckled me in. Does she plan to drive me home while leaving me stuck like this? While leaving that program running on the Nisda?

"So, cutie, I've got an idea." starts Wish. "Since I kind of want to watch you struggle and squirm for a bit longer, how about I invite you for coffee at my place? It's easier than freeing you and asking for your address."

She watches me, but I can just barely blink. I'm already too hazy to know what to answer, as close as I am, again, to the feeling just bursting out. And I keep hoping that, maybe...

But the feeling leaves again. I can feel tears form in the corner of my eyes.

"Oh, don't worry, cutie. That wasn't a question." She takes her own seatbelt, and buckles it around her. "I'm bringing you home whether you want it or not. I have another toy there that I'm sure you'll love." She adjusts her mirror, then turns towards me and winks. "She's a cutie, just like you."

She smiles at me a bit longer, then turns back towards the windshield, turns her key and presses on the accelerator. I can feel the soft vibrations as the car starts moving, but as the oh-so-pleasurable feeling comes back for a third time with renewed ardor, I already know it won't change anything.

I look at Wish's face, focused on the road as she drives us away. The haziness and arousal is already starting to take me over. My eyes are narrowing with need again, I can feel the pressure growing, and more droplets gather at the corner of my eyes as my body already prepares from the unavoidable frustration.

And I already know.

No matter how embarassing, or how humiliating. Next time she lets me speak, I'm going to beg her to let me cum.

Epilogue

"Heya Em!" Says Julie, her voice coming through the small speaker of my phone.

"Heya." I answer softly. My voice is less broken than what I thought it'd be, but I won't complain about that.

"So," She starts. "How about we drive to town tonight? It's Friday, so I think it's time for us to do something fun, no?"

"Uh..." I hesitate, then look to the side. "I already have plans, with, um, Wish. For today, and then the whole week-end."

"Lucky you." She says, her voice sounding like she's smiling. "Well, I guess I can leave y'all alone this time. I'm booking the both of you next week-end, though. I wanna meet her for real."

"Um..."

"Anyways, I'm not going to bother you any longer. Have fun on your date, Em! Bye!"

"Bye." I say.

Wish presses the red button, ending the phone call. She then switches to another app, and presses the mute symbol. Finally, she locks the screen, puts my phone back into her pocket, and stands back up.

I look longingly towards her pocket. I don't know the new unlock code. She changed it at some point after I tried to take it from her. Now, I really can't stop my Nisda from constantly edging me.

I look up at her face, silent, my eyes filled with need. I'm kneeling on the floor, right next to her 'other cutie'. I know that, right now, her expression looks exactly like mine.

Wish is smiling at the both of us.

"So, girls, looks like we have at least one more week by ourselves." She smirks. "Or maybe longer? I'm sure that, if we train hard enough, we can make you look completely natural by next week. Right, Em?"

My eyes are fixed on hers as my Nisda rushes me through another peak of pleasure, then forces me to come back down. Even if I could talk right now, it wouldn't be to answer her question.

I still didn't get to cum since the day I met her.

Wish knows it, knows all that I'm feeling, but she simply runs her fingers through my messy hair. "I'll take that as a yes, cutie."

Afterword:

This story has happened very organically, and the end result is pretty far from the drawing by maru that originally inspired it (you can find it here - very NSFW). I still really like how it turned out, especially how it touched most of the things I wanted to have in this despite the characters turning up very differently.

There wasn't one clear inspiration for this story, but many little ones. The idea for the high-tech sex toys was directly inspired by E-LIZ's shop in Kosm's Mind Games: MCU class 420. Parts of the ending were loosely inspired by events from Madam Kistulot's Lightstorm in a Bottle.